i would kill to find the rewind button

Tonight I went to the drive-in. Tomorrow night is the last night of it for the summer, also known as the most depressing night of the year. Nothing depresses me more than the end of summer. I like fall, sure... but there's just something about the freedom slipping away and not being able to lay down and watch an outdoor movie or do whatever the heck we want all day that gets me down more than anything. I absolutely hate this feeling inside me that nothing will ever be the same after high school. It makes me want to cry, but I also feel stupid because I know I'm being ridiculous. I should go to bed before my thoughts get me into trouble.